do u ever go to school confident in what ur wearing and then u actually get there and ur kind of just like wow well this was an awful idea
- me half-way through shaving one leg: i dont want to do this anymore
I like being alone, but I hate the feeling of being lonely.
When you’re alone, you have time for yourself. Your thoughts finally catch up to you. You set your mind on things and everything is just clearer. Nothing’s bothering you and everything just feels right for once.
When you feel lonely, you feel as if no one’s there for you. It feels like no one understands you or is willing to listen. It feels like you’re screaming in a crowded room, but yet not one person looks up.
So my boyfriend did the Tough Mudder in Chicago today, and when he left yesterday I was practically hanging onto his legs asking him not to go. Haha. I’m that kind of girlfriend. But he went. And he loved it.
Now he’s on his way home and he really misses me. Yesterday he kept saying “It’s only one day, baby! I’ll see you tomorrow! It’s not even one day!”
But nooowww he’s all like “I miss you! I just want to cuddle you! I’m coming over to sleep with you no matter how late it is!”
So that’s pretty cute. Because I’m normally the one who misses him. Even though we probably see each other four times a week. Again, one of those girlfriends. And he’s one of those guys that needs his “guy time” so he doesn’t usually miss me. And now he does. And I love it.
So yeah. That’s my story for the day.
I feel like when I grow up and have kids, they’re going to ask, “Really mom? Wearing that was in style?” And I’ll just be like, “Nope. Not really. I was just really into cats and ugly sweaters.”